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shaketheskyintwo: I am just a big ball of anxiety.

Fri, 17 May 2013 03:39:10 -0400

I am just a big ball of anxiety.

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Fri, 17 May 2013 01:52:22 -0400

so annoyed at how my uni schedule worked out this year and how it has hindered me from going to the...

Thu, 16 May 2013 09:00:00 -0400

so annoyed at how my uni schedule worked out this year and how it has hindered me from going to the gym due to my shit membership that only lets me go between certain hours and my lazy self for not going on morning and afternoon jogs regardless and also for my idiotic self for eating a lot and then eating some and now being a heffa cannot deal.

Back onto the fitspo/healthspo/health kick wagon we go, fatty.

Tumblr: Only a heartless person would scroll pa-

Thu, 16 May 2013 08:52:50 -0400

Tumblr: Only a heartless person would scroll pa-
Me: *Scrolls past*

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Thu, 16 May 2013 08:28:33 -0400

"1. There will be several days that you daydream about stepping in front of a city bus. Don’t. It..."

Thu, 16 May 2013 08:12:17 -0400

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1. There will be several days that you daydream about stepping in front of a city bus. Don’t. It will not be beautiful. It will not be brave. It will be selfish. It will be broken. Your mother will cry.

2. Don’t write for him. Write for you. Write for others like you. Write so the girl that thinks about stepping in front of public transportation doesn’t. Don’t be selfish.

3. When you will yourself to sleep and it doesn’t come- get up. It doesn’t matter that it’s 3 am. There will be other 3 am’s. Take a shower. Take two. Wash him out of your hair. Write a poem. Read the same book you’ve read 202 times again. The 203rd time might tell you something different. Don’t stay in bed- you will think about the bus again.

4. Don’t kiss him because he’s broken. Don’t kiss him because his laughter never reaches his eyes. Don’t try and fix him. Fix yourself first. Be selfish. He can’t save you.

5. Date yourself. Take yourself out to eat. Don’t share your popcorn at the movies with anyone. Stroll around an art museum alone. Fall in love with canvases. Fall in love with yourself.

6. Dress up and wear red lipstick and get drunk with your friends. They’re the ones that will pick you up. Don’t kiss him. Or him. Don’t fall asleep on strange couches with strange boys. When his hand slides up your dress walk away. Hit him. Don’t kiss him. He can’t save you.

7. Get another tattoo. Get five more. Get another hole in your ear. Don’t listen to your dad. You will still be able to get a job. Did you really want to be employed by someone like your father? Haven’t you had enough of judgmental old white men anyway? Get fuck you tattooed in tiny letters on your hip.

8. When you feel the yearning for a new city- start over. Take 200 bucks and a three suitcases. Work anywhere that will have you. Meet strange people and forget your name. Call yourself Ruby. No one will know the difference. Remember to call your mother. Don’t be selfish. Come home when you find yourself in the strangers and the small one bedroom apartment.

9. Don’t whisper evil things into your own ear. Other people are going to shout them at you. Be your own hero. Keep a sword on your key ring.

10. Don’t step in front of a city bus. It will not be beautiful. Live. Stay up all night with a boy that promises you everything and means it. Live. See shitty local bands with a friend. Wear a different band’s t-shirt. No one will care. Live. Have a baby girl with tiny fingers and tiny toes someday. Pour love into her until it’s overflowing. Live. Wake up. Staying in bed all day is not poetic.

Live. Live.

Live.

Do you hear that? It’s me. It’s your life. Wake up.

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(via victorielle)

girlwhowasonfire: I love tags it’s like muttering under your breath on the internet

Thu, 16 May 2013 07:31:11 -0400

girlwhowasonfire:

I love tags it’s like muttering under your breath on the internet

"When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is..."

Thu, 16 May 2013 07:29:34 -0400

“When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth.”

- Billy, age 4. (via theburnthatkeepseverything)

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Thu, 16 May 2013 07:27:28 -0400

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Thu, 16 May 2013 07:26:47 -0400

whorville: I have bullshitted my way through almost two decades of life

Thu, 16 May 2013 07:26:12 -0400

whorville:

I have bullshitted my way through almost two decades of life

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Thu, 16 May 2013 04:51:12 -0400

Let's be friends.

Wed, 15 May 2013 06:01:35 -0400

Let's be friends.

boy is your name homework cause im not doing you and i should be

Wed, 15 May 2013 05:59:09 -0400

boy is your name homework cause im not doing you

and i should be

The first five days after the weekend are always the hardest

Wed, 15 May 2013 05:58:58 -0400

The first five days after the weekend are always the hardest

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Wed, 15 May 2013 05:47:21 -0400

"You get depressed because you know that you’re not what you should be."

Wed, 15 May 2013 05:47:08 -0400

““You get depressed because you know that you’re not what you should be.””

- Marilyn Manson (via wintercouture)

"I no longer believed in the idea of soul mates, or love at first sight. But I was beginning to..."

Wed, 15 May 2013 05:46:39 -0400

““I no longer believed in the idea of soul mates, or love at first sight. But I was beginning to believe that a very few times in your life, if you were lucky, you might meet someone who was exactly right for you. Not because he was perfect, or because you were, but because your combined flaws were arranged in a way that allowed two separate beings to hinge together.””

- ― Lisa Kleypas, Blue-Eyed Devil (via justbesplendid)

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Wed, 15 May 2013 05:46:07 -0400

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Wed, 15 May 2013 05:45:43 -0400